22nov2011 ~ life been busy =)

Happy 5mths old to my dear adam boy.. =) wish him good health,, n all the joys n happiness awaiting for him to enjoy..

this will be the last post to mention on adam’s boy unwell.. got to really be strict to ariel’s diet and watch adam’s development. had nt been doing my part well over the years as a mummy,, alway give excuse to get over with the issue.

adam is unwell since 10nov,, he was having a cough and was breathless at nite on 09nov.. brought him to see doc the 1st thing on 10nov.. ariel gal as well.. ariel gal was having cough before adam caught it.. but thought it was not serious as its on off,, and as she doesnt eat well.. alway with heaty food and coke.. drink very little water and pricky on food only eat a few variety of food. so overlook her condition that lead to passing virus to adam boy.. ariel was also complaining about stomach pain that we thought she was avoiding her food n trying to seek our attention.

the diagonse was adam caught virus from sis ariel,, and was more serious due to small.. and as he was nueblise before,, PD remind me to be extra careful of adam boy. as for the stomach pain that ariel was complaining was actually constipation,, as she alway do have regular bowel movement but was hard so didnt know that hard stool also relate to constipation. brought the kids to PD again on 14nov as adam also develop flu,, so to get the ensure brought them back to PD.. and as was at the clinic also get the PD to check on ariel..

over these period from 10nov,, me n my husband also feel unwell.. finally we went to see doc on 21nov.. i try self- med but didnt work.. opps look like my machine is not working for me.. after all these ups and downs..

initial plan was to continue working with my part time job and let the kids be in infantcare and childcare.. but after adam boy attend the infantcare and during the period as family members was caught with flu in the end he was admit to hospital due to viral infection causing him to have fever. as he was less than 3 mths old at that time,, PD mention to send him to hospital if he have temperature. with this situation going on,, worries and unsettle feeling causing me and my hubby to make the decision to let me be a SAHM.. doing a last mins changes leading me not able to service my notice period. and everything just changes after the decision is make..

resign my job,, sep2011

withdrawn from infantcare,, sep2011

withdrawn ariel gal from childcare,, oct2011 and do enrolment to kindergarten that will start on next year 2012, jan.

and having all the PD checkups,, chinese sinseh,, making payment for all the notice given.. emotional,, financially and physically exhausted..

hope that everything will be piece together soon.. adam to get well soon.. ariel to be more displine with diet,, socialise.. i must stay strong and firm.. after stopping the expressing milk since 5 days ago,, i feel abit relief as was restircting myself on some diet.. was not able to control my tea and soft drink as these are the only thing can perk me up and get my life moving during the period of breastfeeding..((bottle feed him with ebm since 2nd mths,, due to intention to send him to infantcare and catch up with taking care of ariel not able to feed on demand..)) hopefully its not cause by my intake that affect the breastmilk content that serve to adam causing him to be so weak and unable to fight all the virus..now that he is unwell,, milk intake was low and can come to the point that feeding was only 40ml per feed and also interval can spread till 7/ 8 hrs.. now he is fully feed on formula- NAN 1 pro.

writing the ups and downs as not able to get to sleep after the nite feeding and also the constant coughing that i can heard from adam boy.. now thinking whether to go PD on 22nov as his med is finish but i do have the same med prescible under ariel’s name.. and he is also due for jab on friday. was thinking to bring him to the chinese sinseh that was recommend by my collegue and let him try out the med and wait to do the checking and review on friday,, if he is fine then proceed to jab.. after checking my acct,, i will follow my intution if the weather permit me to bring the kids out..

looking forward to my next post for good news as festive season is round the corner.. and our 8th year rom anniversary on 22dec..

love angela =)